i'm so bored!!! it's a fri night! gosh..and my body isn't used to slping so early...unless i'm home..it's a whole diff story there..i'm knocked out by abt 1030. hahaha..i'm looking forward to the performance tmr. (: i have a good mind to go home now....but it's a bit late..already 11. i guess i'll just read myself to slp tonight..(i sound pathetic). btw..there is work to be done..but it's fri night..and i'm not exactly in the mood to do any work..any day..at any given time. plus...i did plenty of work today...i attempted a lab report, studied photosynthesis, and am in the midst of doing my pre-lab assignment for chem. yes..as if it isn't enough we have to do a long report..we have pre-lab assignments too. i feel like my life revolves around chemistry..though i'm a life sciences major.
on a brighter note..today while my roommate and i were talking..i realise i'm quite lucky. i can take pleasure in simple things..i'm happy to walk aimlessly, just marvelling at a sky full of clouds..i get excited at butterflies/bats/squirrels/things you don't usually see in a concrete jungle..i'm happy with a bar of chocolate..stars make me smile..i love the smell of rain..i realise i'm quite capable of entertaining myself when left to my own devices. so what if i don't enjoy eating as much as some? so what if my source of entertainment is aimed at those aged 5 and below (read: smurf and sesame street)? give me my stars and i'm more than happy. sing me a song..it makes me smile. show me a rainbow...i know i'd stop in my tracks just admiring the pretty colours.
can you say the same for your life? what makes you happy?
